Wednesday, February 2, 2011

I am being a very Brave Girl

I am in the 4th week of this wonderful workshop called "Soul Restoration" from the Brave Girls Club. I must admit in week 2 I almost gave up. Some deeply embedded negative memories came up and my emotions were all over the place. I was angry, cranky, and basically being not-so-nice to those around me. The lesson was to create a time line of your life starting from when you were one year old, and marking the years that were significant,good or bad. Did not expect to have such a strong reaction but I have made it through to the sunnier side and now the lessons are very empowering to me. I am truly grateful that this came into my life at this time. I want to be a happier person, not so uptight all the time. Letting too many of the little things get to me. Ya know what I mean? We only get one life and it is oh so precious! Why waste it getting our selves upset over nonsense. You know, when someone cuts you off, or goes ahead of you on the check out line, etc. I keep praying that I will feel God's love in my heart again, the way I used to. That peace that surrounds you even when you have many things going on that are challenging or difficult, you know you have His Grace and His Love and He has your best interests at heart! xoxo